Life is difficult but sweet…
I want to imagine what heaven is like, does it have all the wonderful things we have here like the smell of rainfall and the colors of the rainbows after a storm?
The bible says that in heaven there is no marriage; I always had the question on the back of my mind if my mother was married to her lost husband before my father then when she passes who would she be with, but in heaven that is not an issue, we all become angels of the lord and marriage is not an issue.
Like it says in Matthew 22:28: In the resurrection, therefore, of the seven, whose wife will she be? For they all had her.” Matthew 22:29: But Jesus answered them, "You are wrong, because you know neither the Scriptures nor the power of God. Matthew 22:30: For in the resurrection they neither marry nor are given in marriage, but are like angels in heaven.
I have gotten closer to the words of our lord; when ever I start to worry about my illness, bills, etc. I read my bible and my worries get dimmer to the back of my mind. I don’t know what tomorrow will bring, but I do not worry anymore because I know God is always watching over me and I accept whatever his will might be. I know that we are not mortal and that only our soul is eternal, all I ask is that my son be taken care of in the event I can not do it myself. That is all I ask for. I am in Gods hands.