Kicking cancers ASS!

I'm Kicking cancers ASS! From May of 4.1 to September <0.09 NEGATIVE!!! And that was all me because I still don't have a doctor!!! Still not totally confirmed by a physician but I think cancer is minimizing according to my blood results, exciting news for me and my family...

This is all thanks to my Lord who is my great physician and is helping me fight this with his wonderful medicine MARIJUANA & CANNABIS OIL!!! In little as 2 months this awesome plant has started to cure me...

I'm stool not out of the woods, but I have more faith now than ever... I am very grateful and happy, I believe in God & know he will let me win this fight once again! Thanks to you in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

Finding Faith...

Yesterday's mass was beautiful...  I cried with the words the father was preaching.  Jesus Christ never leaves us alone, faith makes things possible.  If things occur that you do not understand its because God knows your strong enough to face them and you will become stronger by knowing your faith will save you.  i am reading a book that says things that happen to us is not to punish us but for a reason to be put to good use, a circumstance or to help others even though we might not know why or what they mean.  Even if its just to touch the soul of one person, God uses you to help others and yourself. 

I don't know why or how I got Cancer, but now I know its to help those who are going through the same as I am, those who need my guidance and advice.  With my advice I can help people not make the same mistakes I did when first diagnosed.  Seek professional treatment with Doctors I know are good providers. 

I was really touched today, I got a FaceBook message by a girl who read my blog seeking information on Thyroid Cancer; she was first diagnosed and her message touched me!  I don't know her and she doesn't know me, but she was first diagnosed last week and came across my blog, and is seeking my advice of what I think she should do; I am honered and belive it is my duty and gift from God to help her.  God once again has given me a sign he is always here!  Faith will bring us to better health. 

P.S. For anyone going through the struggle of this tough battle of fighting cancer here are some great resources you can use which have help me through this tough journey, and I am always here is anyone needs of me :)

American Cancer Society (they are always willing to help and answer any questions) http://www.cancer.org/

Md Anderson Cancer Center (Houston, Texas) www.mdanderson.org 

Rocky Mountain Cancer Centers (Denver, Colorado) http://www.rockymountaincancercenters.com/

Cancer Care http://www.cancercare.org/


These are just a few of the so many resources that are out there to seek information and help regarding cancer. Remember I am here to answer any questions, if I don't know the answer I will help you find it.   God bless & never give up hope!

Trying to keep going...

Through the hands of Jesus Christ I will prevail; I know we go through tough times to test our faith and I have faith that God will help me through them. I have heard many don’t tell God how big your problem is, tell your problem how big God is. I pray with all my heart that some day I can be comfortable so I don’t have to struggle to make ends meet every single month and to stop living paycheck by paycheck. I’m not asking to be rich I just want to be able to survive without all the stress of either being able to eat or having to pay a bill. I know God will help me through it because I am a believer!


I have been really depressed lately, but I have been trying to break the tie with going to mass every Sunday and getting closer to God. I have been trying to keep my mind occupied on other things like reading inspirational and self help books to make my mind more at ease. I remember when I was younger I used to talk about like my problems were nothing, just a simple piece of cake. People used to say to me Cristina are you seeing a therapist? Um no why? I’m ok I have dealt with my issues since I was a kid all on my own. I guess now that I am 28 years old all those things that I thought I was dealing with all on my own just got stored up and bottled up some where deep in my soul.

I don’t know if Jesus wants something of me or if he is haunting or tormenting me because every time I try to have resignation and try to move forward to leave my life as normal as I see possible I see him in my dreams or a song I have not heard in years comes on the radio like saying Cristina remember me? I don’t know what else to do! I have prayed for his soul to be in peace, he’s family and I have asked for several masses to be given in his name. I have lit him candles to help him rest in peace, but he is still here somewhere not letting me go! All I can do is to continue to pray for his soul to rest in peace, and to let me live at peace until it is my time to reunite by his side.

My little Alexandro is in counseling now because he can’t deal with the pain of losing two father figures in such a short time; he will not talk to me about his feelings so I guess this was the only way I can try to help him cope. I have tried my best to help him deal with the pain and made myself available to him if he ever needs to talk, but I know he won’t because he see’s I am trying to deal with my own pain. I have a very smart little boy, and I thank God for him everyday, because without him I would have died years ago.